Junkie

Been there done that,
got nothing to fear.. diddley squat
tried flying, done this ..and that,
smoked this, tapped that.

Fluid on grass, Grass over fluid
Flashing lites mean nothin',
The lager's overflowin'
i got no idea wher me's goin..

Smoke detectors're a stranger to me,
The bong's done, change the damn water,
can't find a match.. or the zippo
damn the stoner who lost 'er..

Gotta Speak up cant hear ya
the decibel's torn me drums raw
tearin me deaf, yet .. go louda louda louda!
when the music's dead, the bass lives on


rules aint gonna break me,
always been the other way round
just plug me in to my sound ..
the rest of ya conformists ..eat me!
I ain't no druggie, js a music junkie..

Standstill

Goin at 150 miles per hour..
Blown sum dust in the wind..
All of a sudden.. Life hit..
N I stopped..everything’s a standstill

Everythin’s movin, but me
I’ve got time to breathe,
Nothing else does..
Life’s passin me by ..
Seems like a horizontal hailstorm.

I wanna move
No it aint glue under my shoes
Nor the wind pushing me back.
I wanna believe otherwise,,
But its just me

The times aren’t too fast,
Nor am i too slow
I’m jus plain stuck
I ain’t movin at all
Yet feels like a sucking vortex from above
N quick sand from below

Ain’t no feeling
Weather’s weathered me
I’m still standing.
Not weaker.. yet.. not stronger.
Gimme sum morphine,
Maybe some white powder
Make it quiet.. or even louder..
The static’s blinding if u will
All a damn standstill..

Wannabe

Stop changin ur face,
Stop changing the skin u wear,
U ain’t blue,
So stop changing the color u got
Stop wanting to be.
Stop bein a wannabe

Smoke sum, Lighten er up,
Hav a drink, n turn the bass up,
Plug on the distortion, shake yer lid off,
Break a rule, knock ur socks off,
Don’t let ‘em tell ya what to do,

Drift some, wreck that car,
Lose the hood, its all good,
Rebellion is the cry,
It don’t matter,
Be who ya are,
Dont matter if they judge ya,

I am who I am
Don’t rush me,
Don’t suppress me,
I am not you,
Am me... not some wannabe

I don’t gotta ask ya what i gotta do,
I’ve got my guitar and joint
The pain’s mine, the pleasure is too,
Don’t need anyone else, so all u wannabes..
screw you!

Voyage to nowhere

wrote these lyrics on the bus.. kinda reflects the apparently destination-less journey i find myself on..

Bus stops passin by,
Snow drifts sit there numb,
Snow to ice, ice to fluid,
That’s all that changes, everthin else... dumb.

From Bexleyheath to Blue Water,
Into the gorge took a long glance,
Thought time’d pass faster.
Naah.. not a fuckin chance.

A yob climbs up, an old hog steps down,
Tears from the concrete are now just an icicle,
All I see clearly are sheets of snow,
The mighty buses are not just a dusty speckle.

Jigsaw

Moments knit together make ‘er up,
All’s a complicated web..
But none of the pieces fall into place
Life happens .. it sux..
the guidelines quote
‘Not suitable for adults’

They’re all just pieces
And parts make a whole
But what r u aiming for?
The final picture’s unknown, unclear,
No fuckin idea where to steer.

Started from the corners
And worked into the centre
But you’re more lost than ever
Scrambled them all up
Get outta my head,
Shut up shut up shut up!

Hangover

Hangover..
Was a good sober day;
Was slave to none
Nothing was strong enough
Neither whiskey, vodka nor rum
But when I met you,
The damage was done.

Knowing you and spending time with you
Was all a different high,
Forget walking straight,
Mind, body and soul,
All were drop dead sloshed

The concept of a happy high seemed crap,
when it was time to say goodbye.
Moments afterwards were no better
Seemed like a fucked up hangover,

The morning I woke up;
Couldn’t believe how fast the time had passed,
Seemed like a binge of recklessness,
Dunno where I lost you,
Was it the nice things I did,
Or the way I understood you.
Could’ve been how I loved you,
Or how I was always there..

But that doesn’t matter anymore.
Coz am now jus’ a bottle on the sidewalk,
Rolling away without a care.
The hangover’s passed,
And am high ..on life.

I ain't sorry

The 1st lyrics i ever wrote... here goes..

Staring into the darkness,
Listening to the silence,
I realised a lot of things I’ve done
Few mistakes I’ve made
Lots of things that I’ve said;
Things I wish I could change
For all of them...I’m sorry.

Of all that I’ve done;
I regret many things..
But one step I took was to fall for u.
For that I ain’t sorry,
Coz I couldn’t help it.
It wasn’t me.. it was you.

I dunno where it happened
If it was your smile,
Or the way we connected
Mayb it was just you..
And for that.. i’m not sorry.

I’m not sorry you’re so great.
Not sorry you’re so perfect.
The moment you smiled all I knew was bliss.
But when u said no .. a part in me broke away.